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[07 Dec 2005|12:09pm] |
Yes Im gonna make this update public only because everyone needs to read this.
JESUS AND LISA PLEASE STOP ARGUING. ITS NOT GETTING YOU GUYS ANYWHERE.
Have you guys even hung out yet? Got to know eachother in person?
Apprently not. thats why you're going all crazy on eachother.
Stop the madness. I don't wanna see any dead bodies. Or anymore sick jokes.
This is pretty retarded if you stop and think about what you both are doing.
Now both of you kiss and make up and go to your corners for time out...hehe
jk but seriously... you dont have to be friends just stop fighting. I know
neither of you like this.
Thats all :]
Jesmiloo
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[05 Nov 2005|10:05pm] |
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Today was my early birthday dinner with my lover samantha. So much fun. We didn't go for sushi. Change of plans. The Greenery was just fine.
- WHITE cholo
- funny car
- running over a curb and almost dying
- claires <333 fun fun!
- looking for mrs. fields
- Finding out sunland closed down thier mrs fields... pussies
Anywho... we walked into american eagle and samantha said that this guy was hitting on me so she made it look like i was a lesbian... there went my chances...haha jay kay. Okay well Ill stop writing because no one likes to read about what i did anyways....
( ...Clicky click niggaaaaa )
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| Bye bye friends. |
[05 Nov 2005|01:44pm] |
Alright I just deleted a fuck load of you.
I'm sorry but theres not enough hours in the day
to fucking read all of your journals and not have you
pay attention to mine. A lot of people just dissapeared
Like I did but Im back and deleting your asses.
Be my friend and fucking comment bitches.
<3Jesmiloo!
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[05 Nov 2005|12:18am] |
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Chris Vance squeezes me tight.
Eric is the coolest person ever. I love him. <333 Get better sick one!
JL is funny. hehehe
Cassie is cool. Although she got stranded. But I helped her out.
I GET TO EAT SUSHI WITH MY SAMMY BUG TOMORROW.
Tonight was alright I guess. Well No it was cool. Cassie and I talked about a lot of stuff and Im figuring things out now. Im sorry if I piss people off. Things just happen that way. My bad. Chill. MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THURSDAY.
<3Jesmiloo!
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[01 May 2005|03:18pm] |
My mom took my fucking phone. So if your trying to get a hold of me blame her.
FUCKKKK!!!!
My weekend was chill.
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[29 Apr 2005|07:33pm] |
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This weekend Is gonna fucking get down....I hope.
If you need me. Or want to be where Im at Just call me...
haha! 471-3151.
I have a lot on my mind and its really bad. Too much is going on.
That is why I am gonna try and get my mind off of things.
LOVE EVERYONE!!!
♥ Jesmi!
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[16 Apr 2005|01:42pm] |
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So I went to Otto's.
I had a good time.
No drama.
Good.
I would like post pictures and stuff
but my mom kinda jacked my camera.
mmm well Things are shaping up.
I'm doing a little bit better.
Still a little on the sensitive side,
but I'll manage.
That's all.
♥ TOODLES ♥
P.S. It was nice seeing everyone and meeting new people. Oh so nice.
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[15 Apr 2005|12:50pm] |
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I've been crying a lot.
My eyes kinda burn.
My head kinda hurts.
I think Ive gotten to the point where I just have no feeling left in my body.
I've got nothing to be happy/sad/mad/any feeling about anymore.
HE's sucked all feeling out of me. It's like I've cried them all out.
HOw could you just leave your family at home waiting for you.
We've been waiting 4 months for you to come home.
YOu don't answer my calls. The times you come nd see me is to give me money and then leave. I wish you would have just loved us.
Instead of loving us your out somewhere loving another woman...that isn't my mom.
WE found out from another person about your 'other woman'
HOw could you? HO could you do that to us? TO ME?
I dont want you in my life anymore. THe only thing i wanna see fro you is your name on a child support check every month.
Don't ever come back. Fuck you.
You're a jerk. YOu've always been one. I just didn't wanna believe it.
NOw I know, IT's over now.
<3JEsmi!
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[01 Apr 2005|06:08pm] |
Tonight is going to be fucking down.
I'm going out to have a good time.
No one can stop me.
Need somewhere to party? Just call me.
471-3151
<3Jesmi.
::EDIT::
If I don't have a good time I'm going to throw shit!
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[21 Mar 2005|11:18pm] |
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Well I haven't updated this bad boy in ages.
Let's see, I've gotten in some trouble.
I don't really like to go out much anymore.
I miss going to shows and seeing all the wonderful people.
I miss you guys <3
Speaking of shows..how's the scene lately?
Wow, I just realized... I think I've become
the loser of the world. I was watching tv and I made a
comment about something out loud and then laughed at what I said out loud.
Oh dear. I think I need someone to talk to.
Damn, I miss everyone.
Well I don't really know what to write. My mind is blank.
Love you all!
<3Jesmi!
:edit:
I changed up my LJ some. :>
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[15 Feb 2005|08:55pm] |
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What would you say if I asked you not to go.
Would you forget everyone forget everything,
and start over with me?
Would take my hand and never let me go.
Promise me you'll never let me go...
You know people always say "It all happens for a reason" I'm sorry but a lot of things do not just happen because thay fall into place like that. Things happen because you lead them in that direction. If you want to fix things in your life think about the things you do and please don't go around breaking your own heart. You're only hurting yourself. Think about it. You should get it. 4 out of 5 people complain everyday about how much they hate life because there is no love in it, or because maybe they've been heart broken one too many times. Well, Don't walk into something that has hurt you once.
Becareful.
<3Jesmi!
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[10 Feb 2005|09:15pm] |
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.Oh my goodness.
So I finish school and I'm walking home and I hear honking followed by screams saying"JESMIIII" So I turn and I see Pam. She pulls into the street and takes me home to drop off my school bag and we head off to Starbucks. Well she had Keva. But I needed Starbucks. I was having such an awful day. Pam made it all better. We had like the best conversations and figured out how we were linked. So crazy. Craziness I tell yah. Well after all the story telling we drop off sebastian and then she takes me home. I had such a lovely evening. Thanks Pam. Well then I get home and my mother calls me and oh my...here's some more craziness... she goes ::korean accent:: "Do you know a ...pha...pha...phamela?" I'm all "Pamela?" She's all "YEAH!" Im all um yess... why? She goes "I was talking to her dad at my hair place today. He's a really good customer of mine" I'm like wtf. I was just with her right now. and shes all really? how do you know her. Im like um...we are good friends and I have her for class. Then we start going on about how beautiful Pamela is. Then we talk about how great her father is. Then we talk about how good of a person "phamela" is. haha my mom says it with the "ph" sound....so cute. Then we went on about hair and how she changed her hair back to blonde...I hate when she has her hair blond. She looks my age, and all hott and stuff. heh. I don't like the blonde with her type of skin color. Oh well...she wants to look 18, let her.
It was just so weird because first me and her ended up at starbucks the night we were both grounded and stuck with our uncles. So weird man. I think its a sign...we should get married and become wild loversss HAHAHA jay kay. But yeah...I had a good day with Pam and her mom talked with her dad and although Im grounded my mom seems to think as long as Im with Pam that the world is alright in our hands. heehee.
Dang, that was so weird. We didn't even know our parents knew eachother and then my mom discovers that we knew eachother the one day I hang out with Pam. haha. Woah...trippy.
FIN.
<3Jesmi!
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[07 Feb 2005|07:25pm] |
Feels like someone put their hand down my throat and reached all around for my heart but couldn't find it because its in the hands of an unknown someone. Wish I knew who taht someone was. No wait...I know. Its God
Ladies and Gents...God is good. You bes' recognize.
It's funny. I sit there and think about all the wrongs in my life. I think about how they can be fixed and never ever repeated. I look around at my surroundings and notice that...hey maybe my life isn't so bad. I mean there are many people that have it way worse than I. The tears I've cried were God's way of telling me that life is hard but I can get through it. I can find the strength deep down within me to fight whatever battle I have to conquer. I do belive that there is a reason for all of this. It's just up to me to find the answer. I have to go about finding myself, but the right ways. I cannot let the devil control me or take over my actions. I am strong.
I love you, Lord; you are my strength. Psalm 18:1
<3Jesmi!
..I took this out of my xanga journal entry...heh
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[02 Feb 2005|07:29pm] |
I had a weird weekend...
I went to the pitt on saturday...as well as 500 million other people.
Got in a fight.
Dezzy kicked Monica O.'s ass.
The she kicked Ruby's ass.
Monica A was pulling out chunks of Rubys hair.
Then when I tried to spearate Dezz and Ruby, Ruby pulled my hair So I socked her a good one.
Then Ruby sees me and says "WTF JESMI?!" and then she kicks my bad knee.
Then phyco ass melissa kicks her ass to the ground.
Then Kicks Monica O's ass because she came back for some more ass whoopin.
Then we leave cuz they are already beaten to the ground.
Thats all.
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